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A quote from amras_martynov that brightens my mood each time I read it.

"Kindness in words creates confidence. Kindness in thinking creates profoundness. Kindness in giving creates love." Lao Tzu


"There's gonna be some stuff you gonna see that's gonna make it hard to smile in the future. But through whatever you see, through all the rain and all the pain, you gotta keep your sense of humor. You gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit."


"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon.' Need I say more?" -Chris Rock


""For there is nothing either good or bad, thinking makes it so."" --William Shakespeare (1564-1616), Hamlet, II.ii


"It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were. And sometimes you didn’t want to know the end… because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing… this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines, it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you… that meant something." -The Lord of the Rings


It can't rain all the time." -The Crow


In Real Life:

Occupations: Dreamer, Writer, Singer, Druid-Mage, Royalty, Mate, Mistress, Soulmate, Journey Partner, Best Friend, Family

I have deep and unique loves and bonds to certain people. They know who they are. It works for me, and for us. Anyone else who doesn't understand it or doesn't accept what it means for us, that's your problem. I don't judge you; don't judge me, or them. Anyone attacks my loved ones, and we have a definite problem.


I also love being online, as that is where I've met my closest friends, my soulmate/journey partner/best friend, burazechan , who I met on January 7th, 2005,(who actually built my computer, named Hestia) with our other best friend ravenshadowstar - they brought her with them when they visited this summer in July 2007, for a few days) and my former mate - a 6 and 1/2 year relationship that ended on July 21st, 2006.



I believe wholly in soulmates , soul siblings, karma, reincarnation, fate, destiny, past lives and soul connections. That I can understand currently, I have lived at least 5 past lives, sharing them in various ways with at least 3 of my loved ones listed. I have three soulmates, (Heth, Blaze and Oz).

Soulmate Definitions Here.


I NEED communication and security in my relationships. I NEED to feel wanted, needed, desired, and useful in my relationships. I'm a HUGE Romantic. Big or small gestures, it doesn't matter - I love all gestures of love or affection, contact and connection - whether its through words or physical contact. Sexual or non-sexual, doesn't matter either - I just love to be cuddled and spoiled by the ones I trust enough to let in enough to do so. This can take some time, however, as I have a very bad past in many abusive ways, and do not trust easily. But, once you have my trust, you have my heart and eternal devotion in whatever type of relationship we may have.

I grew up painfully shy and spent most of my time hiding away, as much from myself as from other people. To this day, I tend to be agoraphobic, but at least will speak my mind on subjects more then I used to. I still often lose myself in books and my art, which centers mostly around writing - poems, stories, lyrics etc.


I do have a few health issues (VSD Heart Defect, Under-Developed Organs, Osteoporosis, Short-Term Memory Loss, Low Sight, BiPolar Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Multiple Personality Disorder, Paranoid Schizophrenia, Clinical Depression and Chrone's Disease), and I was born with a physical disability called Cerebral Palsy, and cannot walk and have limited arm movement, so I use an electric wheelchair to get around. I have learned to manage quite well. So, though you may worry about me, please do not pity me!

I'm Bisexual and very open about it. But, don't worry - I don't press my opinions on other people.

I'm an Eclectic Solitary Pagan Witch, a path I have been studying since I was 15 years old. I am a studying Druid and Healer. Before that, I was raised Christian, and I still hold a great respect for it as well. Though I am Pagan myself, I love to study and learn about other faiths and beliefs. In general, I love to learn, and can often be found with my nose in a book researching some topic or other.


I'm a writer. I've been writing since I was in the 2nd grade, and even won the annual provincial writing contest from the 3rd grade to the 6th grade. I now write stories, poetry and lyrics, but when I was younger, I wrote mainly stories in the forms of long series'. Then, around the 9th grade (I was 15 then) I went on a poetry jag that lasted...well, until the last year or so. Recently, I'm getting back into writing short stories, including fanfiction. My writing various in topics, varies with my mood, and varies in rating. ;)

I'm a bookworm, and read anything I can get my hands on and that captures my interest. I read true stories, mystery/horror, paganism books, fantasy, sci-fi, romance, erotica, slash etc, etc.

I'm a Gaming Geek - I have role-played at home for about 7 years now, and Online for about 3 years. I love creating characters and storylines. I am not able to play video games well, but I love The Lunar series. I'm a Fantasy junkie - I love Dragons, Magic, Elves, Knights, Unicorns, Fairies, Vampires, etc.


I'm a member of the Furry culture. I love the art, the stories, the role-playing, and the many wonderful people I have met within it. It is within the Furry Frandom that I've met such wonderful loved ones, friends, and Family of the Heart and Soul. They have all entered my heart in various and deep ways, all of them becoming my brothers, sisters, and so much more.

I was introduced to the culture on November 24, 2004, and I must say, I enjoy it very much. In fact, my love of writing and furries have now found a home in my interest in writing furry-based stories. Some of them are Adult Rated, and if I post them here, they will be under an LJ Cut with a Mature Warning.

So, if you don't want to read them, you don't have to. This goes for pretty much anything you will find in here. If you want to comment on anything, offer your thoughts or advise, or offer ways to improve my writing, please do. But, don't flame me, start drama, or tell me I'm a pervert for my topics that you may not like.

Other than that, we should get along fine. Welcome to my LiveJournal.


Character/Forsona stats:

Name: Obsidian Arcticglow
Sex: Female
Race: Anthro Panther
Age: 20 years old
Eyes: Dark Emerald Green
Hair: Waist-Length, Straight, Silver With Black Streaks
Fur Color: Black
Height: 5 foot 7
Weight: 180 pounds
Build: Sleek, Muscled
Family Origin: Trinity Run, Arievayl
Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
Rank: Magic User/Hunter/Seductress


Background: Obsidian Arcticglow is from the world of Arievayl in the region of Trinity Run, where anthros frequent. She grew up the only child of Shade and Onyx Arcticglow, the Lord and Lady of Ebony Hall. The couple doted on their daughter, she wanted for nothing, and the young feline took full advantage of her parents attentions. Obsidian took to her own solitude and had very few friends, aside from her various tutors and trainers.

Obsidian was trained as a hunter and Mage, beginning at the age of 5 years old. Though she did excel in her magic works, the growing feline liked her hunting and tracking abilities better. During her teenage years, she had a young suitor, a lion, but she had him killed for not being loyal to her. It was then that Obsidian found she could manipulate others well, and she still falls back on that skill to this day. Since then, she has had many lovers, both male and female and of varying species, but has yet to find what she considers to be the true love of a mate.



Appearance: Obsidian is an anthro black panther with smooth, soft fur. She stands about 5 foot 7 and has dark emerald green eyes and long silver hair with black streaks. She likes dark and sexy clothing, adoring the materials of leather, silk and satin. Her cloting tastes change as often as her moods.

Whatever she wears, when outside, she almost always covers it with a black or dark green hooded cloak that grazes the floor when she moves. When, in what she calls, "full mage gear", she adds a headpiece made of leather-weaved chain, that holds an emblem of a pentacle on it, on her head, so that the pentacle symbol rests in the center of her forehead.



Personality: Obsidian tries to be good-heart, but is rather emotional, going from one extreme to the other. She can be quite shy and nervous, but tends to try and hide it, thinking it weakness. So, she can sometimes come off as sarcastic and sneaky, as well as manipulative. She tends to use people for her own means, and will do anything to achieve her goals at any given moment.

She likes music, dancing, Celtic oriented things, reading, meditating, praying, studying magic, nature, flowers and plants, forests and jungles, long walks, snuggling and cuddling, cooking, leather, satin, silk, jewelry, spending time with her few trusted friends and her "Pets".

Weapon(s): Teeth, Claws, Magic, Long Dagger, Whip, Manipulation, Trickery


Skill(s): Hunting, Tracking, Blade Fighting, Artifact Study, Will Magic





Full descriptions of Sidi, as well as my other two Fursona's can also be found HERE.

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