"Mistress' spirit is indomitable, to suffer all this and not be turned black and rotten. To still hope for something better, nay, fight for something better. To still be optimistic. Mistress is unconquerable." - told to me in 2008, by my Eternally Soulbonded Soulmate, Mate, Husband, Boyfriend, Best Friend, Pet, Guardian, Servant, Slave, and Partner, Hethkar Vormund, hethkar.
"He kissed her again, more passionately, and she pressed against him, losing herself in his embrace. Their bodies locked, as if they had known each other for years. She forgot the fear and pain. She closed her eyes, weightless in the moment." ~ Angels and Demons, by Dan Brown
"There's gonna be some stuff you gonna see that's gonna make it hard to smile in the future. But through whatever you see, through all the rain and all the pain, you gotta keep your sense of humor. You gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit."
"For there is nothing either good or bad, thinking makes it so."" --William Shakespeare (1564-1616), Hamlet, II.ii
In Real Life:
Occupations: Dreamer, Writer, Singer, Druid-Mage, Royalty, Mate, Mistress, Soulmate, Best Friend, Wife, and Mother.
I also love being online, as that is where I've met my closest friends, burazechan , who I met on January 7th, 2005,(who actually built my computer, named Hestia) with our other friend ravenshadowstar - they brought her with them when they visited in July 2007, for a few days) , and my former mate - a 6 and 1/2 year relationship that ended on July 21st, 2006.
I have met the bulk of my friends and loved ones online, in fact, through various means and websites, friends that have become family to me, no matter if they live in a different state, country, or across the world - some have even visited me as well, some even regularly. Among those include my sister Lisa, Oz, and hethkar, who, along with being my Mate and Soulmate IRL, is that to my main fursona, Lady Obsidian Vormund as well.
I believe wholly in soulmates , soul siblings, karma, reincarnation, fate, destiny, past lives and soul connections.
I NEED communication and security in my relationships. I NEED to feel wanted, needed, desired, and useful in my relationships. I'm a HUGE Romantic. Big or small gestures, it doesn't matter - I love all gestures of love or affection, contact and connection - whether its through words or physical contact. Sexual or non-sexual, doesn't matter either - I just love to be cuddled and spoiled by the ones I trust enough to let in enough to do so. This can take some time, however, as I have a very bad past in many abusive ways, and do not trust easily. But, once you have my trust, you have my heart and eternal devotion in whatever type of relationship we may have.
I grew up painfully shy and spent most of my time hiding away, as much from myself as from other people. To this day, I tend to be agoraphobic, but at least will speak my mind on subjects more then I used to. I still often lose myself in books and my art, which centers mostly around writing - poems, stories, lyrics etc.
I do have a few health issues and I was born with a physical disability called Cerebral Palsy, and cannot walk and have limited arm movement, so I use an electric wheelchair to get around. I have learned to manage quite well. So, though you may worry about me, please do not pity me!
I'm an Eclectic Solitary Pagan Witch, a path I have been studying since I was 15 years old. I am a studying Druid and Healer. Before that, I was raised Christian, and I still hold a great respect for it as well. Though I am Pagan myself, I love to study and learn about other faiths and beliefs. In general, I love to learn, and can often be found with my nose in a book researching some topic or other.
I'm a writer. I've been writing since I was in the 2nd grade, and even won the annual provincial writing contest from the 3rd grade to the 6th grade. I now write stories, poetry and lyrics, but when I was younger, I wrote mainly stories in the forms of long series'. Then, around the 9th grade (I was 15 then) I went on a poetry jag that lasted...well, until the last year or so. Recently, I'm getting back into writing short stories, including fanfiction. My writing various in topics, varies with my mood, and varies in rating. ;)
I'm a bookworm, and read anything I can get my hands on and that captures my interest. I read true stories, mystery/horror, paganism books, fantasy, sci-fi, romance, erotica, slash etc, etc.
I'm a Gaming Geek - I have role-played at home for about 7 years now, and Online for about 3 years. I love creating characters and story lines. I am not able to play video games well, but I love the pictures and images of RPG's and Fantasy video games - like on Fable, The Lunar series, and the like.. I'm a Fantasy junkie - I love Dragons, Magic, Elves, Knights, Unicorns, Fairies, Vampires, etc.
I'm a member of the Furry culture. I love the art, the stories, the role-playing, and the many wonderful people I have met within it. It is within the Furry Frandom that I've met such wonderful loved ones, friends, and Family of the Heart and Soul. They have all entered my heart in various and deep ways, all of them becoming my brothers, sisters, and so much more.
I was introduced to the culture on November 24, 2004, and I must say, I enjoy it very much. In fact, my love of writing and furries have now found a home in my interest in writing furry-based stories. Some of them are Adult Rated, and if I post them here, they will be under an LJ Cut with a Mature Warning.
So, if you don't want to read them, you don't have to. This goes for pretty much anything you will find in here. If you want to comment on anything, offer your thoughts or advise, or offer ways to improve my writing, please do. But, don't flame me, start drama, or tell me I'm a pervert for my topics that you may not like.
Other than that, we should get along fine. Welcome to my LiveJournal.
Name: Obsidian Arcticglow Sex: Female Race: Anthro Panther Age: 20 years old Eyes: Dark Emerald Green Hair: Waist-Length, Straight, Silver With Black Streaks Fur Color: Black Height: 5 foot 7 Weight: 180 pounds Build: Sleek, Muscled Family Origin: Trinity Run, Arievayl Alignment: Chaotic Neutral Rank: Magic User/Hunter/Seductress